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The Keys to Your Heart

You are attracted to those who are unbridled, untrammeled, and free. In love, you feel the most alive when your partner is patient and never willing to give up on you. You'd like to your lover to think you are loyal and faithful... that you'll never change. You would be forced to break up with someone who was insecure and in constant need of reassurance. Your ideal relationship is open. Both of you can talk about everything... no secrets. Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment. You think of marriage as something that will confine you. You are afraid of marriage. In this moment, you think of love as commitment. Love only works when both people are totally devoted.

What Are The Keys To Your Heart?

People Envy Your Compassion

You have a kind heart and an unusual empathy for all living creatures. You tend to absorb others' happiness and pain. People envy your compassion, and more importantly, the connections it helps you build. And compassionate as you are, you feel for them.

What Do People Envy About You?

I'm back

Feels good to be back. Hehe. Took off to JB and Singapore for a few days, stayed over at my aunt's. Just went there for fun. *Hmm* Ok la i didnt la. I actually wanted to see my superduper cute cuzzie Raphael! He's juz 4 months old. Teehee.

Aunt Lucy texted me aroun 8pm : "Hey. How are you? If you're free, come by JB la". I was asleep when i got it. It felt like someone battered my head. Ever so blur when i read it.

At that state, it amazed me how fast it took to reply. *pause for 10 secs* Pressed reply and told her "ok la, i'll come tomorrow morn". Slept back.

Wished i can be as spontaneous as that when im back home. With my mum around? not a chance.

Drove all the way to KL to watch football. Along with two of my bestfriends. Tryin to get a change of atmosphere. Bummer. Everythin was closed. Thankfully, except for Modestos.

I just finish reading your letter man. At first i was all glassy-eyed. Burst in laughters here and there. Few "awws" and "yeahhs" later, it hit me just like that. *pauses* I didnt think it'll make me cry but you were right, this IS special.

Remember in Tokyo Drift, when he said the people that you're close with defines who you really are, makes me feel so damn lucky to have you by my side.

Thanks for the amazing friendship.

no place like home

I really, really miss home. Didnt think I'd be feeling this way. Since the initial idea was to stay around in KL for 2 more weeks after exams, have fun with friends and just do crazy stuff.

Guess I was wrong. For those who didnt know, i'm a Sarawak-ian. A Mirian to be exact.

The "have fun with friends" part is currently in progress and is definitely rockin. But i cant help but feel so homesick. I miss my mum. My family. Alot. I have not seen them for 6 months!

These few nights were crazy with World Cup happenin. We're watching football all over the place. The matches were really good and the energy is just thriving! Cant wait for my fav Italy, Spain and Brazil to play ~ Joga Bonito!

beware, enthusiasts let loose!

Muahaha. Muahahahaha. I'm done with finals!

Finito! i am so so happy right now!

My last paper was over shortly after 11am. Then, movie with Mona at OU - Over the Hedge. It was hilarious! Ate that yummy Taiwan chicken that Homie Jenny use to buy. Lunch at Yoshinoya. Had a long, meaningful talk with my dear Lolly at Starbucks.

Such a happy day. My other A Level friends met up with us at Starbucks. Thomas, Yogesh, Aamir, Shen and Omar. Looks like they had an awesome time as well. Postfinals. Best time ever.

Futsal later, which i cant join. A Level v Engineering. All DUDES. Susah la, main kasar. Sure no girls kan? So tak jadi join. Anyway i'm rooting for the A Level team!! (duh)

Met up with an ol friend. Shaz. Man i miss you alot, so glad you finally met Mona and I after a YEAR! send me the pics yeah? Nice meetin ya Kuok and that other guy (so sorry i forgot yer name).

To NuhaTwistie, pick up yer phone gurl. My credit nak habis..

To Shen, jamming!! Guitarist, check. Vocalist, check. Drummer, not check. Organ, check. Set the date ok?

To HoneyAisan, ok jom kite SHOPPING. sorry tak jadi last Sat. :(

To Yogesh, thanks for finally exchanging numbers! After a year plus. lol.

To Jean, meet u for casting tomoro. Thanks for the ride!

To Shini, meet u tomoro. Sorry didnt reply the last msg. Gluck for econs.

KDU A Level is officially over tomoro. 9th June 2006. Time to PARTY and go bonkers guys!

I'm Liberated, Not

*SCREAMS*

*SCREAMS AGAIN*

No way. Not fair. OmarSwissCow and the rest are done with their finals just today! And they're going for futsal! *curses in German like how he use to do*

Thanks for the detailed info man. Now i know you guys are going to drink til you drop. Go club. Play futsal. Get wasted. And destroy KDU.

And I'm here. Stuckin my runny nose on these stacks of shakespearean and dickens notes. Sigh really really not fair. *Din,you better not tease me*

I cant wait for this nightmare to be over. *well that'll be tomorrow* Ok. Ok. Pls understand I'm a lil impatient sometimes.

K. I'm joining u peeps for futsal tomoro after exam then! Yeahhh futsal!!

ciao ciao!

friends for life

Bloody hell. I've been trying to log in blogger for days now. This time it's "incorrect password". If i didnt put so much effort on this bloody thing, i would've just stop blogging all together.

Dah la im down on a fever. Ok. Enuff with the rage. Anyway I watched X-man 3 again. Honeysweet Aisan texted me saying they were buying tics after their Econs paper.

I dont mind watching it again, atleast I get to spend valuable time with my friends. I cant believe A Level is going to be over in ONE WEEK. I'm really really going to miss everyone!

Sorry, this is a jumble-altogether post. I've got no time to post everyday man. With bad service occuring every other time (ex: pic cant upload, bad connection) its utterly impossible.

What's going on in our second-home One Utama? Well. Football Mania's going on no doubt. The boys aint looking at the girls no more. They'll ask you to shove your big ass elsewhere if you're blocking their view even on a football replay. Oh yes they will.

Yupp, football has once again gone high tech. Kids scattering around the place, playing football games on the pc. Though most of the gamers were er, young adults.

That's my friend Jean. One of the nicest, fun and easy people to chill with. Eventhough he's a bit crazy (like me). Haha. He's a gentlemen too, a trait i really admire and respect on guys cos they're so so rare.

Hope hes not a come-and-go type of friend. Around here there's alot wei. People who just dont value friendship at all. Or even know the meaning of a friend.

Speaking of friends. I have had ALOT of bad experiences in this one interesting year alone. I should be thankful for it because I've learn so much about people than I ever imagined possible.

Everyone always have something bad to say. If you're being honest, you're rude. If you're being kind, you're such a fake-out. If you're being helpful, you just want praises.

And if you're easygoing, then you're a BITCH. See how people perceive things?

Yeah, i cant deny that it hurts to know that. And i've seen many people close to me is being linked with those names. Shockingly where none of it is true or doesnt even make sense. Atleast not in my eyes.

Even I myself have been thrown at all those personalities right to my face. But one thing I'm certain of is this. I know it sounds cliche, but my mama didnt raised me just so I can forget the values instilled in me since young.

It is not easy to raise a child, so dont put all their efforts to waste. Nobody is born without flaws.

Start off by looking at yourself first.

8th & Ocean

It's a true story of the lucky (and beautiful) people in South Beach, all trying to make it BIG under Irene Marie Modelling Agency. It's certainly worth the watch. You can check it out on MTV Overdrive.

Mixture of the harsh reality + the fun + the rivalries + the babes + the hot dudes + the fame that evolves around a model.

Britt's a home-schooled daughter of a PREACHER. Imagine that. I like her because she's sweet but a tad manja.

Teddy is just SO FREAKIN HOT. I can just drown and melt in his intensely beautiful eyes! He's just a lil bit jambu looking.

The handsome Chilean - Adrian. He has all the talent to make it as a model, actor and even singer. With his Mercedes SLK to strut, he always make sure he smells amazing and will do anything to win a girl's heart, even writes poetry, he's a total charmer!

Did u know Sean was discovered when he was collecting trash? From a ghastly day job to the fame and glam.

You can never tell when destiny will change at one erratic point of life. Keep your hopes up. Everything is possible. An old adage that never fail to keep me going.

Ooh la la

Finally, a time for an escapade! To loosen up. To spree. To shop. Binge. Stroll. Chill. Anything. Its been quite some time since I really, really, really went out to just relax.

My destination? Mutiara Damansara. Went checkin this contemporary vicinity up with my roomie Z, around 6 pm. Lucky us - we were still in time for the bazaar!!

I always, always miss it all this while. The only time I would drop by The Curve is on weekdays, mostly for dinner. The bazaar's open only on weekends, 4pm to 7pm.

It was jammed-packed though. But there were lots of pretty stuff on sale. Ah, I just love walking around the souk! I like the shops here too. Very cute and distinctive.

Been really busy these few weeks. Or these few months. Currently having my FINAL exams. it's a HUGE deal. And it was really tough!

Thanks for me neglecting my sleep, i officially look like crap. Or worse. Now i get to flaunt my eyebags everywhere i go. Not exactly a pleasant sight.

Hankering to taste some yummy Indian cuisine? Well hanker no more. Colonial Times' a cool place to chill. If you came across lucky the performers will be really good.

Nothing better than hearing timeless oldies. The other day, we had to endure high-pitch,really classic Chinese opera songs. Oh, and they have a nice bar too.

Heaven's a place for people to just dine and have a nice drink, at the same time hearing really talented, gifted singers play their songs. They're really good.

The selections of drinks certainly would bring a glint to the eye, especially those who likes to be intoxicated, once in a while. *winks*