May I suggest ?

Uptight people.

Go loosen up.

An ocean away from home

After my cousin Ben dropped me off from the airport, i just sat there on my bed, in the empty room, to a empty house. Everything was just silent. Where did everyone go?

Things sort of gone better when Darryl suddenly dropped by to say hi. Then Swisscow came too. I was feeling so so so so much better once i saw them. Went to Shakey's Pizza in OU. The seating outside was really comfy, surprisingly, and we ended up sitting there for hours talking.

MZ and the rest joined in later on. We were all talking at the OU bridge when this Arabic guy suddenly stepped on the rail. We got panicky! Thinking he was trying to commit suicide or something. Turns out, he was posing for some picture his friend was taking from the other end.

Drove our way to AsiaCafe for a game of pool. Lil Sam kicked all our asses! Hahaha.

I was on the phone with my sweetheart, almost the entire time. Felt so sad because he isnt 5 minutes away anymore. And I dont know why but i'm beginning to open up with my love life. My closes friends tend to notice that too.

Maybe cos he's such an important part of my life. I just want to share it with the whole wide world if i could. Regardless of what other people wanna think or say. I love the guy.

A month in Miri

My last bloody day in Miri! Hah. Bloody hell. I dont know why but i just LOVE saying it at every bloody sentence. Anyway that's not the bloody point.

Do i sound excited? Cos i'm so not. Really I'm not excited at all.

By Saturday evening, i'll be back in the hot sunny PJ. Where you see people get mug at any hour of the day. The bastards here are so fearless. Do grip that bag a little bit tighter when you're moseying around the capital.

A bit of adjustments to do when i get there. Hmm. ALOT of adjustments to do when i get there. Ha ha. Back to behaving like an oddball. Returning back to nocturnal mode. No. 41 is a home that never sleeps. Bunch of cool cranks dwell there. Not vain-glorious, just being honest.

Back to my caffeine addiction. Why Starbucks?? Why are you so near??

Back to my impulsive *shoppa shoppa* self. Mega Sales. Sunday. How can you miss that?

Back to fast food diet. Bloody landlady dont trust us enough to cook. It must be her thats always leaving those McDs, Domino, PizzaHut leaflets! which in fact coax us so well.

Best of all. I'm back to my freedom.

I'm like a bird in a cage whenever i'm back in my hometown. Well I'm not exactly locked up the entire time. But i certainly feel like i am in comparison with other people.

Lets go out. Sure lets! Wanna get wasted. It's my pleasure! Let's not go home. Not an issue!

Sigh. So bloody lucky ho.

And that's exactly how it would be starting Saturday. Hahaha.

But there's just one thing that has been holding me back. Really really bad. Til everything i was looking forward to do in KL now appears to be completely, utterly pointless!

Because I cant bear to leave him.

Such a sucky feeling. Sigh.

I think its time for me to get a bigger luggage. And its about time i do some smuggling.

BottleNeck

It’s been a good two months of me doing absolutely NOTHING. All I do is just dawdle all day. Slog and roll in bed, that's like my favourite past time. Haha. Shamelessly admitting. I feel like one of those people on the dole. All jobless and unwaged and worst of all, completely useless.

My aunt decided to grill me the other day.

Aunt : So. When you going to start your degree again?

K : Err.. Not so sure yet.. (smiles uncomfortably)

Aunt : (Startled for a second. then bobs head slowly) You’re still gonna pursue law is it? (Her eyebrows raised, slightly scrunched. Her tone doubtful)

K : Er. Yyyeah.

Aunt : Hmph. (looks elsewhere)

K : I think so la.. Not confirm ba.. (feeling uneasy)

Aunt : So. UK and Australia, which one better?

K : Er. Actually both are mutually fine la. (pretend to think deeply)

Aunt : Still not sure on this one as well? (I saw a glint in her eye when she said it!)

K : …..

Is she scoffing me?

Yeah I know i was grilled. The conversation clearly gave her the impression that my big huge plan for the future was to squander and litter the streets, until a huge chunk of gold perches in front of me and make me a billionaire.

Well, I get your drift aunt. The next day I made a cue to set an appointment with my student advisor.

I need help untangling these knots.

Me. Happy. Very.

Just reached home from sippin cuppa with Mr. Bubbly, Miss FoxyRoxy and Mr. Sunshine at Coffee Bean. Pop by Discovery fer dinner. Everyone had a bit of something to guzzle on except for this one dieting dude. Hehe. Joking la Bubbly.

Poor Foxy. I just found out her lil puppy committed suicide! Apparently the poor thing decided to drown himself in the Miri river. Fact has it that he saw his dead sibling being thrown there a day before. So, he decided to follow and jumped in too!

With lots of guts and valour, i might add. Or the poor thing just didnt know what the hell he was getting into. More deaths like that, Miri river would be rotting than it already is. Save the river people, treat your pets nice. Or atleast keep them away from the river altogether.

Such a tragic case. Heartless Bubbly and Sunshine just could not help laughing. Eee so jahat ba you two.

I'm glad things patched up between me and Sunshine. Though i shoulder the blame for being pissed at him last Friday. Sowie. Mmm. Sunshine makes me happy. Love him so much. (Bubbly, stop staring at my Sunshine!)

bid farewell

I hate to leave. This was our last dimunitive get together at TGIF, before NuhaTwistie's flight to Munich, Germany and mine back to me homeland. She'll be gone for like a year! Gonna miss her blithe, sure-lets-go attitude. Be sure to meet your blondie Manuel there. Winks.

meeereeee

ooOoh i am so happy to be back home! My little Miri. Fresh air once again. SwissCow was just asking why i didnt blog ever since i left KL. Well. I clearly got extremely "distracted" once i got here.

Basically i've been staying home, watching TV all day. Been hanging out with my close friends here, but Nisa was off to Johore a week later. Doug to Penang. Then, Alau back in SP. Asha to UM. Bohari to KL. Bloody, everybody's departing for Uni already.

But, i just got back from KK. The view there is just too breathtaking. The island. The mountain. Lucky Sabahans, having such a beautiful place to call a home. He he. Ok la, Sarawak not bad also la.

Did something really special for my Mr. Sunshine that day. Made a belated birthday suprise at Marriot. Tiramisu cake. Candles everywhere. Scented sprinkles. Our song playing. Lil prezzies. The look on your face was priceless.

I'll be back KL sometime next week folks. MarieAnne and Bavani, if you're reading, we're definitely on for movie marathon. Oh, and Charmaine and Zest - MEGASALE! Cant wait. Loves.